I finally have access to a computer so I can post more than 150 characters, Yay!!

So this is the first week of the weight loss challenge. I am doing pretty good so far. I did try to eat some Tilapia today, it was not so good. I tried this seafood rub seasoning on it, but it didnt help. I will keep trying, I'm sure there is some kind of fish that I will like.

I am in such a funky mood, I'm not sure why, I cant seem to sleep, I am covered in hives all over my arms.

A new challenge began on Thursday, July 17, i gained 9 lbs since the end of last challenge. Got to do better this time.

Ok, final class and last weigh in is over, total lost 13.6 lbs and 5 1/2 inches. i know i should be happier, but not even close to my goal.

Tomorrow is my final weigh-in, i worked my butt off at the gym, 55 minutes of cardio, but i am starving. I need to avoid temptation, help!!

I only have two more days until my final weigh in for this session, i lost 12 lbs so far, so i guess i can't be too upset, but i know i am capable of much more.

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two months later

Hi, Sorry I've been AWOL for so long. I've been trying to relocate my motivation. I just cant seem to move the scale in the right direction. I have been exercising everyday, I just cant seem to get my eating in check.
I know I've been going through a lot over the past 18 months, and I had just shut down emotionally, but now I am ready to start living again. I am finally allowing myself to feel, and its both scary and amazing at the same time. I'm ready to take the next step in so many areas of my life.
So far, I've lost over 50 pounds, and I feel great, I have gained so much confidence, I know I have so far yet to go, but it is so exciting to be able to wear clothes that are 4 sizes smaller, If I feel this good now, I can't begin to imagine, how I will feel when I get to my goal.
I've learned not to care what others think of me, I am finally beginning to like myself, and honestly, isn't that what matters?